Todae is juz another slacking dae at home but actually happens alot of things between we two ba~ haiz.. I dun wanne end this r/s with him but the feelings and the mistake i made is making it going near to break up again.. I guess wad i am doing make me happy but in return made him very fan and bored of me ler... Calling him like everydae, juz wanne talk but then he told me that dun need always call de very fan+boring... and its pesting.. reali sad to hear that from him i mean if ur in a r/s ur partner told euu this.. but nvm la as long he's happi wad he is doing can ler... I also dunno how shld i change the suitation now, seeing me bored him sooner or later de cause we same class... there will never be a happi endin in any r/s ba.. its reali hard.. Rite now all i can sae im reali trying to make everything goes well in the r/s hoping that dae wont come that soon ba, cause if so by then i dunno how am i gona to handle the pain again... I didnt know why myself tat i love euu so much...That dae at his hse he also told me alot, i guess i reali hope he will try to get into commentiment ba... haiss why life is like tat... Todae wads reali happi was we make a note on our promise on com ba~

All i can do now is to cherish every monent with euu before i lose it again...
Love yea..

With ♥ From Suzanna [11:00 PM]